Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Why me?

I am not really sure what I did to make God so mad but right now I feel so helpless. On top of the bomb my husband dropped on me about ending our marriage, my children have been very sick about every 2 weeks and now I was told I need to have a biopsy on a suspicious lump in my breast. When did everything go so awry? I feel like this has to be a nightmare and I will just wake up and everything will be just fine.

As for my husband, or person I am married to, I truly have no idea who that man is. He can't even express any emotion about this whole situation. Everyday he is off hunting and doesn't spend more then a few moments with his children. I just can't wrap my brain around all of this, not one ounce. But I have to protect my children from the hurt I have been caused by this damaged person. I am so angry right now but I just have to take it one day at a time.

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